Yeah ok, I get it!

I hate it when people have to constantly point out one of your flaws. Yeah I know I have flaws, I know they are there, and I am dealing with them. But you pointing them out is just going to make me develop a complex about them.

EXAMPLE;
I snore, loudly and constantly. Thankfully I have never heard my snoring before, until now that is.
My lovely loving caring boyfriend decided to record my snoring.
Ok so fair enough, he cant sleep if I fall asleep before him. So I stay awake until he is asleep before I go to sleep. I put in the effort so that he can get the sleep he needs and not be kept awake by my snoring.
This morning I waited until 3 am before letting myself sleep. He woke up early to make a phone call and then couldnt get back to sleep again. I was, of course, by this time, in full swing with my snoring.
I couldnt help it, I was tired and to make matters worse I am congested.
So after, I have no idea how many attempts, to wake me up, my boyfriend decides to record me snoring.
And today, with a large grin on his face, he makes me listen to the recording. He laughs the whole way through it, I sit stunned and mortified. He even goes as far as to play it twice. All the time looking at me and laughing.
Thanks babe, you made me feel real special today, hope I can do the same for you in the future.

So that's my inspiration for todays blog. Now I know I snore but him pointing it out like that is only gonna make me hate myself for it.

I will never understand why people have to tear each other down like that. I would never do that to him. I would never do that to anyone.
Everyone has flaws, we should learn to love them for it.
Not humiliate them as much as possible.

Thanks for listening,
~Bree

To be, or not to be?

Lately I have been feeling the need and want to reproduce very strongly, as if, written inside me somewhere is a script for when I have to reproduce. I think I am getting awfully close to that time.
I hear a lot of people talking about women's biological clocks ticking, and I wonder when I should start worrying about that. At the age of 21 it is probably a little too early for that. But still, there is that little thought at the back of my mind, "Do it before it's too late!"
So at the moment that's what keeps me up at night, my uterus. I have nightmares of being old and never knowing what it feels like to have a baby grow inside of you. (I have a feeling it would feel somewhat like really bad indigestion, but that's just a theory.)
The difficult part in all of this is, even though I know I alone could love and care for an infant. I don't want too.
I don't want to be a single mum, surviving on the dole, having no one but that child in my life.
I want the stability of a man, of the man of my dreams. I want to be secure, and loved. Most of all I want to be loved. But then again doesn't everyone desire love?
Isn't that what most of us are looking for?
But as I said, I am only 21, perhaps I dont know what I want at all.

~Miss Bree

Drunk?

10. Your head becomes immune to concrete and marble floors.

9. You can't help but proclaim how beautiful everyone is.

8. Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you.

7. The glass keeps missing your mouth.

6. You can focus better with one eye closed.

5. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat.

4. Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alcohol stream.

3. Your job is interfering with your drinking.

2. You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth.

1. You lose arguments with inanimate objects.